Archives for category: rant

note: you play the videos in my posts right? cause they’re half the post usually and you’ll be missing half the point without them. in any case, they’ll give you some insight into how my words should be read.
also, it’s not the first time i’ve written rap/hip-hop, but sometimes it’s just the best medium.
:)
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so you wanna talk about this & that
& then and there and where
a square
a box
trace it all over with chalks

you’re not gonna like what you find
besides it’s all behind
write it out for entertainment
not so you can finda place & blame it

and i guess i would be sorry but
those days are long gone
best you can do is cope
find a way to deal & move on

the future is unwritten
but one thing is for sure
couldn’t be farther from the possibility
and, oh! …there’s no cure

so follow me down
if you think you can
don’t drown
follow me down
if you think you can
don’t drown
cause i’m not saving you
this time

yeah things are very different
but it’s just me
i’m still the same
same name
same game
adjust to frame

it’s not that i don’t appreciate the support
it’s just that i can no longer cavort
with the type that you’d want
lost all their rapport

what did ya hope to tell me
that i don’t already know before
hippies & skipping & deadbeat
and love like forever more

i tell you what
let’s just call it done
we can go out if you want
but let’s just go out for fun

cause see this is where i belong
it’s not what you believe
when your vision’s all wrong
it’s just i wrote this for you
so you can call this your song

or if you want
you can think of me as dead
but when the radio plays
it plays these lines in your head

so follow me down
if you think you can
don’t drown
follow me down
if you think you can
don’t drown
cause i’m not saving you
this time

“send me back to the bottom…”

by JTW
©2011 JTW “jtwhitaker.com” All rights reserved.

la di da di da di ding dong
that’s about the best i can do today
when you reach a block
some say push through it
i usually don’t have blocks
i usually just do it

so this is all you’re gonna get
a bunch of ranting raving
a mixed up jumble
of what i need to vent

blah blah blah blah blah blah
blah blah bah blah blah blah
blah blah blah di dah di dah di ding dong

i’ll listen to all these songs
but they can’t center me
they can’t even begin
to unravel this mess
or this message
massage
whatever

angsty snarky irritable
calm relaxed happy
they’re all the same to me
just dull & numb
this is dumb

walked around the park
went the opposite way today
some sort of faux balancing act
and what i got was
time to pick

so here’s a post
just for the sake of a post
i don’t even care if it makes sense
it’s the trainwreck that is me
it’s the only way i know to be
and it’s what’s getting published today
cause people should read what it means
to search for a needle in a stack of hay
inside a barn that’s on fire
and all that you can smell is sweet
when all you want to smell is rough

224 words, is that enough?

(i’m going to go take a shower. #becauseyoucare)

by JTW
©2011 JTW “jtwhitaker.com” All rights reserved.

seeing what isn’t there
fears within your fears
and you move them just to scare yourself
with such a beautiful mind

wakeup in the morning
and live your life through a box
just to have a life at all
desensitized now
to the shadows moving stills
that you can’t rewind

go outside and find the answers they hide
escape from yourself before it’s too late
before it’s too late for

these changing gears
it always happens this way
hear his voice and think
oh no not this one
then the song starts playing
and chuckle
desensitized now
to the shadows moving stills
that you can’t rewind

go outside and find the answers they hide
escape from yourself before it’s too late
before it’s too late for

that side beyond the river

“haul it alone, the lies and the bone…”

by JTW
©2011 JTW “jtwhitaker.com” All rights reserved.

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